I’M TIRED AND I WANT TO GO HOME

By Greg Evensen
November 24, 2012
NewsWithViews.com

Like many of you, my memories now span over 62 years and ten lifetimes it seems of experience and horrific change. As I have observed the past five years, I am consumed with the dreadful sense of shame and guilt that I have failed to walk my children and grandchildren into a brighter future than what I had. Now when I stand with a group of veterans, many heads hang low when we talk of wars fought, battles won or lost and all for what…..? Daily heroism, lives cut short and friends lost because the call to “duty” was answered by men and women who believed they were advancing freedom for others and reinforcing the freedom we had been given 236 years ago. And when taps sounded in the hearts and minds of so many, each night as stillness and contemplation made its way into the room, heartbreak and a deep sense of the loss of country cannot be dismissed. The heart and soul of America has been held hostage to greed, tyranny and destruction for decades, but the crime bosses have entered that pitiful room where our nation’s dreams were imprisoned. The beating continued until finally, mortally wounded, America could withstand no more. In a moment of time, her soul was defeated, her deeply compassionate spirit was crushed and life as we knew it----ended.

 

All of the second guessing and excuse making in the world cannot hide the results of this slow and agonizing death. America’s people preferred a string of lies and transition from freedom to slavery over bright and prosperous dreams yet to come. 

Politicians and distortion artists in the national media took gullible and shallow minded citizens toward a future so grim and empty that the human mind struggles to comprehend it. Yet, on the eve of Thanksgiving 2012, we wonder with good cause, what could we possibly be thankful for. Herein lays the promise of the ever free American. No government, no leader, no established gang of rights stealing thieves can ever totally erase the yearning of freedom for people who know the ultimate freedom grantor. That is why there is great hope lying in the midst of such national governmental wreckage.
 

We have collectively desired the socialist horror we now live with each day. We as a nation have bought the river of filth that tells us that sodomy is a right, murder of our unborn is a right, starving our dying elderly is compassionate, drug use is a state sanctioned choice, leaving our soldiers to die is collateral damage, incompetent murderous Secretaries of State and Defense are excused by the President. A President who lies, when telling the truth is easier, carries the nation and is re-elected. A brave four star general and admiral are relieved of command for refusing to follow criminal orders. They could have rescued our people under attack and were trying to follow the soldier’s code of sending reinforcements to assist those brave men in battle fighting for their lives. Alice’s looking glass world could take some power point lessons from these traitors, liars, and killers smiling to the press as they lie daily to the American people. The blood of these victims cries out for justice from the citizens they swore to protect.

We sing God Bless America with tears in our eyes for the righteousness we feel doing so. God simply cannot comply with our false humility in the wake of such abject evil in our midst. We say “In God We Trust” and print it on our money yet God is no where in sight. He has moved out of the way so that we can pursue our lunacy and perversion. We can not even choose a viable government let alone understand the depths to which our shallow lives have fallen. The hammer is about to fall on the incredibly foolish American nation. We have sealed our fate and elected to go hand in hand with the destroyer of worlds down the road to utter devastation. That is a gross understatement and will be fully realized in the short weeks and months to come.

Fiscal cliff? How about social, political, monetary, free choice and destiny abyss…..a bottomless pit of no return? That is your future. No parachute of hope and change will do this time.

Options? Only one that I know of. If you want to return home in one piece, then gather your friends and family together. Agree that you will live free or die. Accept that sacrifice on an unprecedented scale will be life at its best. Endure hard times for they will be a training ground for many years to come.

The whole luciferian agenda of the past 7,000 years has never faltered a step. For reasons known only to God, we have been given an opportunity to be a part of the last great chapter called the human race. In my view, we must agree to wage the war that has been bullied into our face. How you wage it is up to you, but you will be forced to fight, like it or not. Some will run, others hide, some will go over to the enemy and still many others will fight, just because they have no other choice. MARK MY WORDS! There’s a fight coming. “Fix bayonets, gentlemen, prepare to defend yourselves,” as Sgt. Major Plumley so famously commanded at landing zone X-ray, Viet Nam. That 1965 quote is known to those who face immediate death in hand to hand combat. There will be no quarter (mercy) shown. The government is bent on absolute control, absolute power and absolute enslavement of the American nation. 

NOTHING LESS WILL DO NOR WILL THEY ACCEPT!!!

Do you have supplies? Do you have meds? Do you have the means to defend yourself? Can you survive a winter blackout? (Ask those in New York and New Jersey) Do you even have matches? The list is long and your preps may be few. The mantra repeats itself here over and over. ARE YOU READY??

My eyesight is fading away from an event of two years ago. I have difficulty reading and distinguishing three dimensional depth. I have endured injuries while a police officer that I have not fully recovered from and now haunt me again. I have lost strength and stamina. My time of peak performance is long past. However, my commitment to my family, friends and community is stronger than ever. I will stand my post until relieved or I die. I will lead by example even if I stumble. I long for the day when I can say, “I was blind, but now I can see.” I pray that God will allow me to continue to teach those who want to learn about surviving and pushing back under stress a bit longer. I do not flinch in the face of the adversary, nor shrink in the presence of the enemy.

My God uplifts me and gives me strength to see and to fight. You see, that is the REAL issue here. It is being willing to stand for what is right even if no one else is standing with you. I am tired and I want to go home to rest with my family and friends. I want to be left alone. I do not want to hear the sounds of battle ever again. As tired and weary as I am, I am not quite ready to swing on the porch just yet. Home is where the heart is. Just give me a field of fire and targets of opportunity. That will give me a real sense of final application of a lifetime of skills and experience. One word of caution, do not stand in front of me in defiance and seek to harm my family. Even with bad vision, it will not be a good day for those that try to inflict tyranny and attempt to disarm me.

I need to regain my focus and commitment to battle one more time. That is what I desire for you as well. Those of you who understand what I have said and those who understand where I am, regroup, don’t quit. Weariness and injuries are a temporary problem. Living to fight and to die without cause or a spiritual eternity lost in hell is the consummate waste of your life’s effort. 

Plan more than anything to know Jesus now and forevermore.

Share the time you have left with those you love so that the love you knew will last through the ages. Leave the things of life that do not count and pursue the things that do. America was murdered. She cannot be brought back. Pray that people may still live free where they are. In the end, “Free America” may be a few square miles of where you now reside.

We who have fought the good fight, run the race, endured to the end, are free indeed. That kind of freedom cannot ever be taken from us. Resist the evil around you, pray for salvation from this fallen world. Give your prayers for those who need deliverance from it, from sin and slavery. Veterans, former police officers, preachers, fellow citizens, that must now be our primary and perhaps, final mission. So, one last time, “FIX BAYONETS! STEADY….TO THE END.”